| why is everybody so nyahhhhh lately? it's christmas time, isn't everyone supposed to be happy and whatnot?
i don't know. i don't really care that much either. it's just annoying, really.
anyways...
birthday on wednesday. and i'm totally not feeling the super excited birthday happiness that i usually feel. it feels like it's just another day in my life, nothing special. if this is what becoming an adult does to you, ugh i'm not looking forward to it.
i want to be a kid still.
p.s. ok yeah i totally just read over my post... here's how it reads: "why is everyone all nyah?... ... nyah."
haha i crack myself up sometimes.
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| sometimes, i feel like there's nothing there.
at other times, i feel like there's everything there.
i just don't know how to get rid of the feeling that there's nothing there.
i know i just need to talk about it, but (as always) i'm afraid of the response.
i wish i knew the reasons that lied behind it. after today, i know it's not the reason i originally thought.
ughhhhh god give me strength to express myself.
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| i decided i really liked cassie. (junior not freshman lol)
... and now we're dating.
when did that happen? [not that i mind. i'm enjoying it quite a bit.]
also.
saturday school. two days notice. stupid as hell. ugh.
[i'm totally going to party it up in saturday school]
concert tomorrow.
youth council saturday to sunday.
reading fiction group meeting monday.
group presentation thursday.
picture day next friday.
camping friday to sunday [10-12 of October]
more to follow.
comments are appreciated if you're reading =]]
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| so i don't know what to do. there's someone, but there are complications with it. nothing HUGE, but big enough to pose somewhat of a problem. -sighhhh-
okay. so she's a freshman. i tell myself there's nothing wrong with it, yet i see myself in a few months thinking hmmm maybe not the best idea...
i guess it's really too soon to tell anyways. I'm just going to have to wait it out and see.
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